Today has been an ok day, kids have been fighting, dogs won't shut the hell up. I did at least get in a 45 min Zumba workout which turned into a damn hour with the phone ringing, and telling dogs to shut up. Ohh well, thank god it is the end to 2011, this has been a year I don't want to repeat.
Sure it has had it's good points, but it has had some pretty shitty moments too. The worst was losing my baby. I was almost 10 weeks pregnant, saw the heartbeat, but he/she wasn't meant to be in this world. As much as I tell myself it wasn't meant to be, it still hurts. Also having to go through that night after surgery alone. I told my husband I will NEVER do that again. For one thing it was very lonely being alone that night, and I am glad nothing happened to me.
Basically that is my motivation for wanting to lose weight. I don't know if that had something to do with it or stress or maybe a combination of both. Whatever the case is, doesn't matter, all I can do is move on.
Wishing everyone out there a very Happy New Year!
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