Happy New Years Eve!

Today has been an ok day, kids have been fighting, dogs won't shut the hell up.  I did at least get in a 45 min Zumba workout which turned into a damn hour with the phone ringing, and telling dogs to shut up.  Ohh well, thank god it is the end to 2011, this has been a year I don't want to repeat.

Sure it has had it's good points, but it has had some pretty shitty moments too.  The worst was losing my baby.  I was almost 10 weeks pregnant, saw the heartbeat, but he/she wasn't meant to be in this world.  As much as I tell myself it wasn't meant to be, it still hurts.  Also having to go through that night after surgery alone.  I told my husband I will NEVER do that again.  For one thing it was very lonely being alone that night, and I am glad nothing happened to me.

Basically that is my motivation for wanting to lose weight.  I don't know if that had something to do with it or stress or maybe a combination of both.  Whatever the case is, doesn't matter, all I can do is move on.

Wishing everyone out there a very Happy New Year!

Gym Flop

Went to the gym, I knew my son had been pretty crabby today, but I figured maybe getting him out of the house would help.  I do 20 min on the treadmill and one of the daycare members came out to me and told me he wouldn't quit crying.  So needless to say we had to leave.

Came home we all ate lunch and he went down for his nap without any complaining at all, which for him is unusual.  I don't think he is feeling good.  My poor baby.

I will probably end up doing a zumba tonight once the kids go to bed.  Might help me sleep.

Another day down

Today started off good.  Just wished my son who is ALWAYS up at 6 would have been up this morning so I could have gone to Zumba this morning.  Of course he picks today of all days to sleep in..lol  He is one I will not wake up though.  Ohh well. 

Went and checked out Jenny Craig, think I will start that back up minus dinners, I do like to cook.  Took our puppy outside and played with her for a little bit.

Not feeling to good today.  Kind of going to take it easy today.  Don't want to do to much until I get my Doc's all clear.

Day 2

Let me just start off by saying I didn't know my arm pits could hurt..LOL  OMG I am hurting so bad right now, but it feels good.  Today I just walked on the treadmill for about 34 min at an average pace of 3 with an incline of up to 3.5.  Needless to say my quads are killing me today.  I don't know how it happened but in the past 5 days I have lost 10 lbs, and this is only day 2 of actually working out! Considering yesterday I was bitching about gaining a crap load of weight.  I think I am going to bust out a zumba workout here in a little bit when I put the kids down for their nap.

I have my post op appt tomorrow.  I hope everything is going down like it should be.

Day at the gym

I had my first day at the gym today.  Holy crap that hurt!  LOL

This morning I weighed in on my WII and gained 6lbs in 4 damn days.  WTF??!!  I guess that is my starting point to really bust my ass and get rid of this weight.  Next week we my measurements, NOT looking forward to that at all.  This time I am not going to really concentrate on the scale.  I am going to concentrate on losing inches.  Going to only weigh in once a month and measure every 2 weeks.

I will be working out 5 days a week at the gym, only because they have a daycare center which was my main point in picking this gym.  So now I have absolutely no excuse to not go workout and meet my goals.

My long term goal is to lose at least 70lbs by this time next year.  I will set short term goals as I go.  Right now just trying to get into a routine.